If you ever feel the need to end it, please just remember this...you just want to kill the person you are right now, which is overwhelming, but the person you are right now is also ever- changing. Remember that. Life always moves. We are never stuck -- If we are stuck we are actually are just running in circles - and all it takes is a little shift and the direction we are heading in changes. To quote one of my faves "It's just a ride, no need to run, no need to hide. It may feel so real inside, but don't forget it's just a ride."

finally updating here. well As are finally over, and honestly i dont have much to say about it. it came and left so fast.

these days, i've been sleeping, shopping,reading, watching lots of drama and just enjoying freedom. i was telling rhonda how A levels is like having constipation for very long and then finally letting it all out. shiok ah. ahhahaha

what the hell of a night i just had. we surprised crystabel at her bf's house to celebrate her birthday. apparently her whole vj class was supposed to turn up but only like three came? and left very early somemore. so it was just me, ron, vic and weiwei versus all of edwin's friends, who kept making the girls drink.

VOLKA is the grossest drink ever, those who havent tried pls dont attempt. i drank like what, at least 6 shots, plus donno how many CUPS of champagne mixed with volka.. surprisingly im sober enough to type this post though my throat is burning and my face is still red and my head is still spinning.

anyway, his friends all smoke and whenever they walk into the room, theres a horrid smell. we played circle of death, the finger game, truth or dare, and just kept drinking and drinking.

well, cant say i didnt have fun, cos it was the first time i drank and well, the blue shirt guy was quite cute.=p but i dont think i'll be drinking in the near future.

oh ya, HAPPY BIRTHDAY BELLY! stay happy. i love u forever!=)

mummy come back from HK quick! i need motivation to study =D

cant believe i met mr psr and and his friend, also from the same school, at tampines library today. such coincidence?!

theory states that every human being in the world is seperated with another by only 6 people. how damn cool. go join the "6 degree of seperation" group in facebook to test this out!=D

HI PEOPLE READING THIS PLEASE HELP ME OUT HERE. about 4 months ago i was staying in a hostel with no wireless connection so i subscibed to a device from singtel that works with the same concept as a handphone. basically you plug in the thing(that looks exactly like a thumbdrive) into your laptop and get internet connection wherever you are. literally anywhere(whether in singapore or overseas). thing is, now that i've moved back home and i have broadband at home i really dont have any use for the thing anymore( but im still paying for it every month. it cost 27dollars per month. thats only about a dollar a day! i have about 7 months left before my subscription ends. please please anyone looking for something like that or knows of someone looking please help me out here and contact me at yuenying_12188@hotmail.com or 82239918. thanks!!!

have not updated in a while. been catching up on sleep=D

there were several memorable events this month that i knew i had to get it up here so i wont forget about it.

1) Girls and guys basketball nationals( HC VS RJ and HC VS IJC respectively).
my first time watching a basketball match live. pretty damn cool! not to mention eye-candish! esp the ang-moh player from ij.. though he was a bit clumsy with the ball=p

koped pics from hcunite

guy's match



we wanted to witness dao yuan's( black jacket guy) coolness on the court but he didnt play=(


ah bao so cool!!=DD
no. 14 is the ang moh guy from ij!




ah bao= MVP!

girl's match





michael wong hahahha!


can you see me? hahah last row!!

2) BIKE HIKE! biggest over-night cycling event in Singapore. 100 km in about 8hrs around the nation. i completed it. =DDD though we had to take the shorter route due to time constraints, we're all so proud of ourselves for completing such a challenging event. it was my first time cycling at night, from 10pm to 7 plus the next morning. with 300 odd people, along dangerous roads with cars like only 1ocm away from you. the view along the way( singapore flyer etc) was cool and the initial D route at NUS was to-die-for. the upslope was totally worth it!!=DD
though my ass\, back( we had to carry our backpacks the whole night) and my arms are aching like shit, and my hands full of blisters, i believe its one of the most memorable events of my life. especially since it was together with so many friends!( aud, marianne, wilson,xq,erwin, kk etc etc)and made friends(lynette, vice instructor etc).will upload some pics soon!!=DD

Huang Cheng Ye Yun 2009 is over.
To all of us who have put in all our hearts and souls these 3 months for tonight's great performance, i want to say Congrats and a big Thank you . Thank you for showing me what 100 plus people working hard together for a common goal feels like. Thank you for showing me what passion can achieve. Thank you for believing enough in me to let me lead the most adorable bunch of people in makeup. Thank you for that wonderful xie mu last night. the one that made chen si and i cry like no body's business. Thank you for these 2 yrs of wonderful experience. Thank you for the amazing friends i've made, whether or not i've worked with them directly.Thank you to the amazing bunch of actors,directors and SM of {影). Thank you VT.I LOVE HUANG CHENG and will never forget this wonderful experience. to all friends made on this journey, do not lose contact!!=DD

to Phong: even though you dont understand chinese, you joined us on this journey. Thank you for your patence and tolerance in sitting through all those runs, briefings, scolding, and 谢幕 even though you dont know most of what we are saying. you're such a cute girl, i will never forget you, and how you brought so much joy and experience to the makeup team.

to Jia ler-er: i remembered how when i first met you i was gossiping to someone about some one else. then you said i dont like to gossip. and i was like ookkayyyyy......but you still brought us a lot of laughter cos everytime we gossip and you bend forward to join our conversations we would purposely stop talking and say "jia ler dont come here. we gossiping" hahahaha. i'll miss all your wackeness and retardedness. especially when the makeup team tied two ponytails on sat!=D i love you!!