Tomorrow's the big day. i leave everything to GOD.=)

FAMILY DAY TODAY WAS A BLAST.=)) pigging out with my dearest rhondieongie on brownies+ice cream, coke float, chicken kepak, cheese sticks, ice balls! typical us. =D and reuniting with all you amazing fellow kc-ians, 4-sixers, 2-fourers, ODAC juniors, teachers, sec 5 friends!

yes, KC really is JOY, and LOVE and everything nice mixed into one. and yes, you don't realize how much you miss it and how much you've lost until you go back. Suddenly the emptiness in your heart that you never knew existed fills up with love and those smiles that you see around; none of them forced.=)

most importantly, i got to catch up with all my lovely friends. Weizhen, thank you so much for sharing those feelings and updating me on your life in VJ. i know that those issues aren't things you go around sharing to everyone so i really appreciate it. i have those feelings too , and im glad you understand. jia you alright! God'll make a way.=)

And sammie, i missed you so much!=) im so glad you're holding on. i understand if u hate 'that school'. if i were u i'll hate it too. just be happy alright. if you can't find happiness, let it find you! =) and when you think you can't hold on any longer, just hold on a littlelittle more, you'll see the light, and you'll be happy=) trust me, and most importantly trust god =D.

stephy, your STORY is seriously to die for. not that im underestimating your ''mei li'' or anything kay. im not=) erm don't forget to update me on any news ya!=)

prissy, i sincerly think that you're dao-ing me more! hahah! you didnt smile when you saw me again on fam day!=( hahah don't emo eh.

rhondie, we are so meeting at island creamery on thurs=)) with chiaps!and i am still so jealous of your uniform..

chiaps, you copied my phone=)) haha but red's hot right! hahah thurs, thurs, THURS=))
Oh and please stick to your own guy=)) you know what im talking about.

gen, i didn't realize how much i missed your hilarous laughter until i heard it again!=) you are like the only one who can propel my hilarous laughter out of me. i didnt laugh like how i did in pastamania tht day in appoximately 3 months =)btw, sexy haircut lah=D

swee min, gloria, erny all you lucky peeps in poly, have all the fun that you can have ya!=)

joey, corraine, momo, WHERE THE HELL WERE YOU GUYS?! haha seriously. i missed you guys. we have got to catch up.

i won't say bye because THIS IS SO NOT THE END.=))

i love KC. i love 2-4. i love 4-6. you guys rock!!=)

Thank you so much brother.=) You may not know how great the impact of your words of encouragement are to me, but they are. i just want to let you know that.
Thanks yili for being there today. i really appreciate it. =)

''With your faith and the support of the people who love you, there's nothing that can defeat or destroy you.''--Thanksssss=)

When you're so tired of feeling sad, be happy for a change!=)

I'M YOURS. i need a hourly dose of this song now, im so stuck to it.the second line has something that sounds familiar. haha if u guys know what i was refering to..=)

Well, you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but your so hot that i melted
I fell right through the cracks, and i'm tryin to get back
before the cool done run out i'll be givin it my best test
and nothin's gonna stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

I won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait i'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love
listen to the music at the moment maybe sing with me
Ah, la peaceful melody
It's your god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved Loved

So, i won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait i'm sure
there's no need to complicate our time is short
this is our fate, i'm yours


I've been spendin' way too long checkin' my tongue in the mirror
and bendin' over backwards just to try to see it clearer
my breath fogged up the glass
and so I drew a new face and laughed
I guess what I'm a sayin'is there ain't no better reason
to rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
it's what we aim to do
our name is our virtue

I won't hesitate no more, no more
it cannot wait, i'm sure
(there's no need to complicate
our time is short
it cannot wait, i'm yours 2x

no please don't complicate, our time is short
this is our fate, im yours.
no please don't hesitate no more, no more
it cannot wait, the sky is yours!)

well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la one big family
it's your god forsaken right to be loved, loved, loved, loved
open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la happy family
it's our god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved
listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la peaceful melodies
it's you god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved...

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Thank you so much jinyang for helping out our council video! like seriously without your help, the video would not have been possible. we really don't know how to repay you!the only way is to ACKNOWLEDGE you i guess.=) hahaha! continue to pursue your passion for video-editing ya? you are damn imba! and ur willingness to volunteer your time for others will definitely not be forgotten=))
Oh, and your passion for mugging too!=) that day joelyn and i were niao-ing jinyang abt his mugging. the conver went something like this:
(part one) jy:please lah, im not smart lah, i still have alot of room for improvement.
yy:'if u have room for improvement,we have like the whole world to improve on.
jy:=/

(part two) jy:'im not smart lah seriously, last time in high school i always get last in class."
joelyn:' JINYANG, the only time you will get last in class, is if you are the ONLY one in class.
jy:>.
Haha, damn funny.=) Oh and jinyang please dont be so careless next time. no one ever loses their entire backpack like that! without even realizing it><. i hope u find it back!

I only learnt how to feel complete saddness and to not smile all the time, after i met you.but i also learnt what pure joy and warmth felt like. YOU, you make me go crazy.

This is random but i miss OG 22!=)

just did a couple of cool test from blogthings.
Have no idea if they are kind of true or not.

What kind of green are you?
You Are Olive Green
You are the most real of all the green shades. You're always true to yourself.
For you, authenticity and honesty are very important... both in others and yourself.
You are grounded and secure. It takes a lot to shake you.
People see you as dependable, probably the most dependable person they know.


How much have you changed in ten yeras?
You've Changed 44% in 10 Years
You've done a good job changing with the times, but deep down, you're still the same person.
You're clothes, job, and friends may have changed some - but it hasn't changed you.


Whats your element?
Your Element Is Air
You dislike conflict, and you've been able to rise above the angst of the world.
And when things don't go your way, you know they'll blow over quickly.
Easygoing, you tend to find joy from the simple things in life.
You roll with the punches, and as a result, your life is light and cheerful.
You find it easy to adapt to most situations, and you're an open person.
With you, what you see is what you get... and people love that!

Whats your inner blood type?
Your Inner Blood Type is Type B
You follow your own rules in life, even if you change the rules every day.
Sure, you tend to be off the wall and unpredictable, but that's what makes you lovable.
And even though you're a wild child, you have the tools to be a great success.
You are able to concentrate intently - and make the impossible possible.
You are most compatible with: B and AB
Famous Type B's: Leonardo Di Caprio

Man this is fun.

Dear diary,
i feel really frustrated because whenever i have so much emotions and thoughts running thru me, i blog them all out but i refuse to let myself publish it. i want belly, rhon, and jelly back. No, scratch that. i NEED them back. i never have difficulties sharing stuff with you guys. like us discussing inner-most thoughts is the most natural thing on earth. how i miss that feeling. i know its not the first time im blogging about this but the feeling is back once more. harder than ever before. today my campaign group went to ECP to film our council video. When we passed KC that feeling was SO strong i literally had to swallow the lump that was forming in my throat. Come this thursday, im gonna hold u guys so tight and for so long that you guys wouldn't get to go home at all=D. im serious. you guys have to sort me back, for me. cheers forever.

A year which is not a leap year is called a ‘ common’’ year. i.e this year is not a common year. someone shout HOORAY!=) hahaha.

Just watched The Leap Years with my mum the other day and i thought it was quite a spendid movie. Beautifully captured with both of them looking so good together=) Mum and i cried throughout the show, and i absolutely hate the fact that i can't cry without making noise. >Anyhow, it was a great show.
and Though the story might be unbelievable to some, i believe that it may happen.
i think that in the world of LOVE. anything can happen. sometimes its with your control, most of the time its not. i think after Watching this show, i've convinced myself that true love exists, and that you'll just have to wait until he/she comes along. =)

'its better to have loved and lost, then never to have loved before.''if you don't take too long, i could wait for you forever.''i think wong li lin is so beautiful. she can totally communicate with her eyes.

i just read yilina's post on friendship. and it got me reflecting too. about everything that has been happening to yilina and i the past few weeks and months, for that matter. she's prolly been thru more but compared to her, im a total idiot at dealing with all these friendship/relationship problems. i just hope everything stays this way. its true you know, that true friends can talk about superficial stuff, all the time, but when something happens you know theres someone there for you and you know you can trust that someone will hold u together when you are going to break, and to hold you up, back on your feet again when you fall. thats how i feel about you, so never ever ever say that we are drifting away alrite. That will never happen=) i promise. ( hooks last finger) =))

Cute Xina=) happyhappy? this will pay for that unglam photo ya?=)

Fuxing the flower!=)

this is me copying his fav action oops=P

What ba spendid pic. i never knew pictures can be taken like that.=p

the 'Chubby face " club. ahaha riterite? theophillia=)

i heart this tofu SO much. thank you xiu qi!=))

jia yun's bear, my pullover and guanjie's bib= CUTE

hua-zhuang family!=)

EMO

not!=)

smile=)

i laughed like a gazillion years at yifei's photo here.

serious at work (hmm i wonder what i was doing..=P)

Huang cheng's over! after all these months piah-ing. Okay actually not really piahing for some of us, but yeah, the memories will last a lifetime. Victoria Theatre is really zai lah, and being part of a production performing there is really something. the atmosphere during the last show was the best! =D like after working hard for three months its the night where everything pays off and you get a HUGE sense of satisfaction.

its time for all huangchengers 2008 to get some very well deserved rest. these three months, we've been staying in sch till like 9-10 plus, and to those staying in the east, it means only getting to sleep way past mid-night. =) but i guess all these forms part of the whole experience. and it also bonds us even closer together. i'll miss hua zhuang zhu! all of u guys, esp crazy xina, but u'll come look for me at my class bench ya!=) from the first time we stepped into B103 for our make-up session, the first time putting make -up for other ppl, the first time practising xie mu , the first time watching the plays , the first time steeping into V.T backstage, the first time eating and slacking ard in the basement and our very own make-up room, the first time performing to a full crowd, and the first time sleeping in the freezin LT. its no wonder all the tears flooded my face when the whole thing ended. partly because i'll miss everything, saying the words " i got huang cheng" , and also partly becuse i didnt appreciate everyone enough. i never really got to know some very amazing ppl in our grp well. its over but the memories wont fade. and for all you know i might just stay next year. =)

我们明年黄城夜韵再见!=)

17 ways to tell if you like that special someone.
SEVENTEEN: U LOOK AT THEIR PROFILE/PICTURE CONSTANTLY

SIXTEEN:WHEN YOUR ON THE PHONE WITH THEM LATE AT NIGHT AND THEY HANG UP, YOU STILL MISS THEM EVEN WHEN IT WASJUST TWO MINUTES AGO.

FIFTEEN:YOU READ THEIR TEXTS or IMS OVER AND OVER AGAIN.

FOURTEEN:YOU WALK REALLY SLOW WHEN YOU'RE WITH THEM

THIRTEEN:YOU FEEL SHY WHENEVER YOU'RE/THEY'RE AROUND.

ELEVEN:WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT THEM, YOUR HEARTBEATS FASTER AND SLOWER AT THE SAME TIME

TEN:YOU SMILE WHEN YOU HEAR THEIR VOICE.

NINE:WHEN YOU lOOK AT THEM, YOU CAN'T SEE THE OTHER PEOPLE AROUND YOU, All YOU SEE IS HIM/HER.

EIGHT:YOU START LISTENING TO SONGS THAT REMIND U OF THEM

SEVEN:THEY'RE ALL YOU THINK ABOUT.

SIX:YOU LOVE THERE HUGES & KISSES MORE THAN ANYTHING.

FIVE:YOU REALlIZE THAT YOU'RE AlWAYS SMILING TO YOURSELF WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT THEM.

FOUR:YOU WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR THEM, OR ANYTHING TO SEE THEM.

THREE:WHILE READING THIS, THERE WAS ONE PERSON ON YOUR MIND THE WHOLE TIME...

TWO:You were so busy thinking about that person,you didnt notice number twelve.

ONE:You just scrolled up to check & are now silently laughing at yourself.ITS TRUE RIGHT!=)))))))))

should i run for council?
i have been thinking through this really hard. to be honest, i dont think i can cope with schoolwork, canoe and council. i have to be totally comitted to canoe, after all, i stayed because of canoe. but theres a part of me that desperately would not let go of that idea of running for council. and that part of me also keeps reassuring me that if my situation requires me to turn into superwoman, i might just become one. after all, just like high pressure transforms rocks into diamonds, so does responsibility and stress on us. for now, i'll just keep praying for god to give me an answer.=)

i can do everything through Christ whom strengthens me.