First OP trial today, quite okay, miss koh said i was quite natural, hee all those emceeing in KC helped. in my head i was like if i can speak to a whole hall full of blue, whats a class of brown? haha=)

After that, school ended, gwen and i walked out of school. then when we were parting on the bridge, i was like sigh.. come to school for a WHILE only..(pasir ris to bukit temah kay..) then gwen was like lets go watch a movie, you want? then im like hell yeah! haha

so we catched HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3 on its first day at the first timeslot available at orchard cine, 11.45am. it rocked! i was smiling and giggling and laughing like an idiot throughout the show and gwen had to keep knocking me to shush. haha paiseh, ppl too excited... and maybe cos its the first time im catching a musical in the cinema i thought everyone in the cinema were damn cute. At first when the movie started they started clapping! then troy's face came out and they were like WHOA! haha it was almost rehersed or something damn funny! and then when the characters start singing in weird situations, no matter whether it was sad or happy, the whole cinema would laugh for a while. haha cute or what?

regardless, i felt very happy watching a good show with a good friend and thats all that matters=) Long weekend coming up! yipee!=)

oh oh i remeber Troy said something on grad day during the movie.'Once a wildcat, always a wildcat'. and i wanted to cry. i remeber thats our motto too. 'once a KCian, always a KCian'.=)

rhonda, angie, belly, sam, steph, joey, gen, boon, weiwei, jiajia, ally, crystal, all you KC lovelies, you are greatly missed eveeryday of my life=)

hoho! Festival Of Sports today! super fun! won the first volleyball mixed match with some ares team then lost the second one to a atermis class. the referee fr that class was ________ _______!heh=)the whole school was filled with an atmosphere of joy, exitement and the spirit of sports! haha fun lah.=)
BUT i think my highlight of the day was when 933 came to our sch and we got to chat and meet with peifen and diya! both our seniors! pretty darn cool! peifen had to do a live broadcast back to the radio station about the 'destressing' session( though we have no more stress now=p) and she was so extremely cool! ahaha. then we watched the first episode of hot shot(lan qiu huo) together and now im ttaly addicted to t! omg yan cheng xun! okay i need to hurry back to watch! till then!
cant wait for sabbaticals tomorrow!=) wakeboarding! haha enjoy peeps!

yay i feel so free now! like i can do ANYTHING man. hahah !=)

why is life so difficult sometimes? its unbearable. and im not even talking about exams and stuffs. i cannot always rely on my friends for comfort. i need to rely on myself. they have their own lives to lead. yet time and time again i feel so alone as if even if i scream no one will turn. even when i cry no body knows. even if i die nobody cares. perhaps im exagerrating, but thats truly what i feel sometimes. i tell ppl to be happy, i laugh very loud just so i can hear them laugh and be comforted in the knowledge that at least those around me are smiling and laughing and happy. yet when im unhappy no body knows, or maybe they do but no body comes. i want to meet ppl like rhonda, ppl like gen, ppl like angie now...... but everyone i meet now is crap. they come and leave so fast they must as well not have came, or when they are here they hurt me so hard i rather they didnt come.im very very upset now. i dont give a damn about anything. i dont know why im suddenly so affected by everything pieced together. i need to hug my kc friends. i cannot do this alone. i dont like the people here.
yy go and sleep. when u wake up it will be another day. hopefully a little better day.

Life after beijing olympics was a bit weird. but i found many reasons to be happy.

1)I got into OCIP shanghai! haha whoohoo!
2)I got to see the cast of 12 lotus(qi yu wu!)and heard them sing life! heh
3)I got to go back to KC to meet many many many darlings! teachers, ex-schoolmates, gen, weiwei,jia jia, sam, steph, heda, viggy,chiaps!many many many more. then we watched this creepy true story film! and i gave zhang fang a HUGE hug.
4)we talked alot alot, which really made my day=)and gen made me laugh soooo much. only you have this natural ability lor! haha more pro than my laughter.
5)its the start of sept holidays!
6)im going out with ron to lido tomorrow=)

yay! life's good!=)

BEIJING OLYMPICS 2008!
MICHAEL PHELPS IS DRIVING ME CRAZY!
aud and i are making a scrapbook abt him.and we keep going for 'toilet breaks' during class to watch his matches in fishtank. hah goodness. HES MINE AUD. MINE=)

mum say at the rate im going, i can quit school to watch and analyze the olympics liao. HAHAHA.my whole family is crazy lor. haha. the first time i actually heard mum SCREAM.and i mean scream was during spore VS korea table tennis match>.<

Michael phelps i love you x12345678910987654321.

i would give anything just to see you turn and say that sentence to me with another look in your eyes.anything. i've been holding on to that sentence. just so you know.

just read ally's post on her blog.omg i didnt even realized how much i miss kc pri until reading it. omg how much i love kcp, kc. and everything they have taught me.to be strong. to be happy. An ij girl is a happy happy one! KCP and KC are the best things that have happened to me. i miss all my pri sch friends. shaan, nabila, alyssa, angel, sam p, huiting, tiara.........where are you guys? how are you guys? hope the ij spirit will carry on in everyone of us all the way as we grow.
AM2, JO3/4, and BU5/6. miss chia! my favourite teacher in pri sch. i remember how once sara natasha said something to her that made her cry( we were only innocent pri sch kids and we manage to make an adult cry!)and how she ran to the office with tears flowing. no one ran after her. >.< oh the guilt now that i recall. heard from my sis that she got married to an angmoh. hope she's happy=)all these will remain in my heart as i grow. stronger and stronger each day.

one day i might even tell you=)<3!heh