Life after beijing olympics was a bit weird. but i found many reasons to be happy.
1)I got into OCIP shanghai! haha whoohoo!
2)I got to see the cast of 12 lotus(qi yu wu!)and heard them sing life! heh
3)I got to go back to KC to meet many many many darlings! teachers, ex-schoolmates, gen, weiwei,jia jia, sam, steph, heda, viggy,chiaps!many many many more. then we watched this creepy true story film! and i gave zhang fang a HUGE hug.
4)we talked alot alot, which really made my day=)and gen made me laugh soooo much. only you have this natural ability lor! haha more pro than my laughter.
5)its the start of sept holidays!
6)im going out with ron to lido tomorrow=)
yay! life's good!=)
Friday, August 29, 2008
Friday, August 15, 2008






BEIJING OLYMPICS 2008!
MICHAEL PHELPS IS DRIVING ME CRAZY!
aud and i are making a scrapbook abt him.and we keep going for 'toilet breaks' during class to watch his matches in fishtank. hah goodness. HES MINE AUD. MINE=)
mum say at the rate im going, i can quit school to watch and analyze the olympics liao. HAHAHA.my whole family is crazy lor. haha. the first time i actually heard mum SCREAM.and i mean scream was during spore VS korea table tennis match>.<
Michael phelps i love you x12345678910987654321.
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
i would give anything just to see you turn and say that sentence to me with another look in your eyes.anything. i've been holding on to that sentence. just so you know.
just read ally's post on her blog.omg i didnt even realized how much i miss kc pri until reading it. omg how much i love kcp, kc. and everything they have taught me.to be strong. to be happy. An ij girl is a happy happy one! KCP and KC are the best things that have happened to me. i miss all my pri sch friends. shaan, nabila, alyssa, angel, sam p, huiting, tiara.........where are you guys? how are you guys? hope the ij spirit will carry on in everyone of us all the way as we grow.
AM2, JO3/4, and BU5/6. miss chia! my favourite teacher in pri sch. i remember how once sara natasha said something to her that made her cry( we were only innocent pri sch kids and we manage to make an adult cry!)and how she ran to the office with tears flowing. no one ran after her. >.< oh the guilt now that i recall. heard from my sis that she got married to an angmoh. hope she's happy=)all these will remain in my heart as i grow. stronger and stronger each day.
one day i might even tell you=)<3!heh
just read ally's post on her blog.omg i didnt even realized how much i miss kc pri until reading it. omg how much i love kcp, kc. and everything they have taught me.to be strong. to be happy. An ij girl is a happy happy one! KCP and KC are the best things that have happened to me. i miss all my pri sch friends. shaan, nabila, alyssa, angel, sam p, huiting, tiara.........where are you guys? how are you guys? hope the ij spirit will carry on in everyone of us all the way as we grow.
AM2, JO3/4, and BU5/6. miss chia! my favourite teacher in pri sch. i remember how once sara natasha said something to her that made her cry( we were only innocent pri sch kids and we manage to make an adult cry!)and how she ran to the office with tears flowing. no one ran after her. >.< oh the guilt now that i recall. heard from my sis that she got married to an angmoh. hope she's happy=)all these will remain in my heart as i grow. stronger and stronger each day.
one day i might even tell you=)<3!heh
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
Monday, July 21, 2008

i realized that i havent blogged a proper post in like quite long.Been keeping some things to myself, most things actually, just don't feel like sharing at the moment. i keep telling myself that 10 years down the road i'm going to think back about the me 10 yrs ago and laugh at my foolishness, but like what i told angie, i wouldn't regret anything because i know there wasnt anything that could have been done.And that every single thing i go through now will teach me something later in life.Like maybe each heartbreak will hurt a little less since there's only a maximum amount of pain that the heart can take? haha i don't know. i'm happy now. thats all i've got to say. im thankful for all i have. My family from HK( cousins, grandparents and aunt)are coming this friday. <3! i absolutely can't wait. =)I AM A REALLY LUCKY GIRL BECAUSE EVERY SINGLE MORNING I WAKE UP AND I KNOW WHAT HAPPINESS AND LOVE FEELS LIKE. if love makes the world go round then love+happiness= round and round=p
Had a really nice conversation with audrey, joelyn and sheena in the canteen today. And im really starting to believe that life is FAIR aftr all. we shared our personal encounters, common friends and came to a conclusion. Nobody can have everything. Its true. =)Daddy bought pretty pretty stuffs from Tokyo! its the most amazing place everrrrr. yay!=)tomorrow will be a even better day!=)
Sunday, July 13, 2008
Name 20 people whom you can think of right now. Don't read the questions till you've named 20 people. At the end of this, choose 5 people to do this ...
1) Rhonda
2) Angelina
3) Crystabel
4) chiaps
5) Wei zhen
6) Jia Jia
7) Joey
8) Swee min
9) Yilina
10) Audrey
11) Collin
12) Stephie duck
13) Sam!
14) gen gen
15) kaiboon
16) Kaiyun
17) Xina
18) li jia
19) steph lim
20) ally
Q1:How did you meet 14?
genevieve seraphina Ho.3/6 and 4/6 classmate. Most contagious laughter ever since mine=)
Q2:What would you do if you've never met 1?
Rhonda Ong. I'll miss out on most of the joy of being in KC, no one would go crazy with me, no one will be there for me the way she does. She has taught me so much, and brought us all so much happiness, so much so that i don't think she can ever imagine.<3!
Q3:What if 9 and 20 dated?
Yilina and Ally.HAHAHA. hmmm. cannot. yili's mine=) and ally is smeone else's.=p
Q4:Will 16 and 17 date?
kaiyun and xina. Oh my, it might actually work. they'll both go CRAZZYYYYYY together.=D
Q5:Describe 3?
Crystabel. She's a sweet, smart, caring, sarcastic girl who mumbles to herself all the time, and is obsessed with perfect english and the indian accent. she's my best friend and i love her to bits.
Q6:Describe 7?
Joey. She sings really really well, and has a positive outlook towards everything! she has taught me how foolish it is to dwell on things we cant change=)
Q7:What would you do if 18 confess to you that he/she likes you?
LiJia. ahahah she will never. her skin too thick liao=p. she'll wait till i do it.
Q8:Who is 9 going out with?
Yilina. Single and happy=)
Q9:When was the last time you talk to 13?
samsam. 406 renioun dinner. told her all the stuff burning my mind.=)ahhh i miss you! really hope u're happy now.
Q10:Who is 2's favourite band/singer?
angie!=) eminem! english singers! some random chinese singers!
Q11:Would you ever date 4?
chupa chiaps! yes yes yes. heh.
Q12:Would you ever date 1?
Rhonda! YES YES YES. i'll two time.
Q13:Is 19 single? relationship
steph lim! i should THINK so. unless she is hiding some secret relationship in TP. ahah i miss you!
Q14:Would you ever be in with 11?
collin. hahaha nope, not a chance. he's my 'brother!' come on man, brother!
Q15:School of 3?
crystabel! VJC
Q16:Where does 6 live?
jia jia! Marine parade
Q17:What is your favourite thing of 5?
weizhen. she's a fantastic listener and someone fantastic to be with. wei wei!
Q18:Have you ever seen 10 naked?
Audrey. OMG no. neither do i want to.=p
1) Rhonda
2) Angelina
3) Crystabel
4) chiaps
5) Wei zhen
6) Jia Jia
7) Joey
8) Swee min
9) Yilina
10) Audrey
11) Collin
12) Stephie duck
13) Sam!
14) gen gen
15) kaiboon
16) Kaiyun
17) Xina
18) li jia
19) steph lim
20) ally
Q1:How did you meet 14?
genevieve seraphina Ho.3/6 and 4/6 classmate. Most contagious laughter ever since mine=)
Q2:What would you do if you've never met 1?
Rhonda Ong. I'll miss out on most of the joy of being in KC, no one would go crazy with me, no one will be there for me the way she does. She has taught me so much, and brought us all so much happiness, so much so that i don't think she can ever imagine.<3!
Q3:What if 9 and 20 dated?
Yilina and Ally.HAHAHA. hmmm. cannot. yili's mine=) and ally is smeone else's.=p
Q4:Will 16 and 17 date?
kaiyun and xina. Oh my, it might actually work. they'll both go CRAZZYYYYYY together.=D
Q5:Describe 3?
Crystabel. She's a sweet, smart, caring, sarcastic girl who mumbles to herself all the time, and is obsessed with perfect english and the indian accent. she's my best friend and i love her to bits.
Q6:Describe 7?
Joey. She sings really really well, and has a positive outlook towards everything! she has taught me how foolish it is to dwell on things we cant change=)
Q7:What would you do if 18 confess to you that he/she likes you?
LiJia. ahahah she will never. her skin too thick liao=p. she'll wait till i do it.
Q8:Who is 9 going out with?
Yilina. Single and happy=)
Q9:When was the last time you talk to 13?
samsam. 406 renioun dinner. told her all the stuff burning my mind.=)ahhh i miss you! really hope u're happy now.
Q10:Who is 2's favourite band/singer?
angie!=) eminem! english singers! some random chinese singers!
Q11:Would you ever date 4?
chupa chiaps! yes yes yes. heh.
Q12:Would you ever date 1?
Rhonda! YES YES YES. i'll two time.
Q13:Is 19 single? relationship
steph lim! i should THINK so. unless she is hiding some secret relationship in TP. ahah i miss you!
Q14:Would you ever be in with 11?
collin. hahaha nope, not a chance. he's my 'brother!' come on man, brother!
Q15:School of 3?
crystabel! VJC
Q16:Where does 6 live?
jia jia! Marine parade
Q17:What is your favourite thing of 5?
weizhen. she's a fantastic listener and someone fantastic to be with. wei wei!
Q18:Have you ever seen 10 naked?
Audrey. OMG no. neither do i want to.=p
My mom only had one eye.
I hated her... she was such an embarrassment.
She cooked for students & teachers to support the family.
There was this one day during elementary school where my mom came to say hello to me.
I was so embarrassed.
How could she do this to me?
I ignored her, threw her a hateful look and ran out.
The next day at school one of my classmates said, 'EEEE, your mom only has one eye!'
I wanted to bury myself.
I also wanted my mom to just disappear.
I confronted her that day and said, ' If you're only goanna make me a laughing stock, why don't you just die?'
My mom did not respond...
I didn't even stop to think for a second about what I had said, because I was full of anger.
I was oblivious to her feelings.
I walked out of that house, and have nothing to do with her.
So I studied real hard, got a chance to go abroad to study.
Then, I got married.
I bought a house of my own.
I had kids of my own.
I was happy with my life, my kids and the comforts,
Then one day, my mother came to visit me.
She hadn't seen me in years and she didn't even meet her grandchildren.
When she stood by the door, my children laughed at her, and I yelled at her for coming over uninvited.
I screamed at her, 'How dare you come to my house and scare my children!'
GET OUT OF HERE! NOW!!!'
And to this, my mother quietly answered, 'Oh, I'm so sorry. I may have gotten the wrong address,' and she disappeared out of sight.
One day, a letter regarding a school reunion came to my house.
So I lied to my wife that I was going on a business trip.
After the reunion, I went to the old shack just out of curiosity.
My neighbors said that she died.
I did not shed a single tear.
They handed me a letter that she had wanted me to have.
'My dearest son, I think of you all the time.
I'm sorry that I came to your house and scared your children.
I was so glad when I heard you were coming for the reunion.
But I may not be able to even get out of bed to see you.
I'm sorry that I was a constant embarrassment to you when you were growing up.
You see........when you were very little, you got into an accident, and lost your eye.
As a mother, I couldn't stand watching you having to grow up with one eye.
So I gave you mine.
I was so proud of my son who was seeing a whole new world for me, in my place, with that eye.
With all my love to you, Your mother.
Always seek to resolve your problems or disagreements with loved ones because if either of you should pass on before, the one who is left alive will have the rest of their life to ponder those unresolved feelings but will never find closure. And closure usually brings peace.
I hated her... she was such an embarrassment.
She cooked for students & teachers to support the family.
There was this one day during elementary school where my mom came to say hello to me.
I was so embarrassed.
How could she do this to me?
I ignored her, threw her a hateful look and ran out.
The next day at school one of my classmates said, 'EEEE, your mom only has one eye!'
I wanted to bury myself.
I also wanted my mom to just disappear.
I confronted her that day and said, ' If you're only goanna make me a laughing stock, why don't you just die?'
My mom did not respond...
I didn't even stop to think for a second about what I had said, because I was full of anger.
I was oblivious to her feelings.
I walked out of that house, and have nothing to do with her.
So I studied real hard, got a chance to go abroad to study.
Then, I got married.
I bought a house of my own.
I had kids of my own.
I was happy with my life, my kids and the comforts,
Then one day, my mother came to visit me.
She hadn't seen me in years and she didn't even meet her grandchildren.
When she stood by the door, my children laughed at her, and I yelled at her for coming over uninvited.
I screamed at her, 'How dare you come to my house and scare my children!'
GET OUT OF HERE! NOW!!!'
And to this, my mother quietly answered, 'Oh, I'm so sorry. I may have gotten the wrong address,' and she disappeared out of sight.
One day, a letter regarding a school reunion came to my house.
So I lied to my wife that I was going on a business trip.
After the reunion, I went to the old shack just out of curiosity.
My neighbors said that she died.
I did not shed a single tear.
They handed me a letter that she had wanted me to have.
'My dearest son, I think of you all the time.
I'm sorry that I came to your house and scared your children.
I was so glad when I heard you were coming for the reunion.
But I may not be able to even get out of bed to see you.
I'm sorry that I was a constant embarrassment to you when you were growing up.
You see........when you were very little, you got into an accident, and lost your eye.
As a mother, I couldn't stand watching you having to grow up with one eye.
So I gave you mine.
I was so proud of my son who was seeing a whole new world for me, in my place, with that eye.
With all my love to you, Your mother.
Always seek to resolve your problems or disagreements with loved ones because if either of you should pass on before, the one who is left alive will have the rest of their life to ponder those unresolved feelings but will never find closure. And closure usually brings peace.
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