Wednesday, July 23, 2008

Monday, July 21, 2008


i realized that i havent blogged a proper post in like quite long.Been keeping some things to myself, most things actually, just don't feel like sharing at the moment. i keep telling myself that 10 years down the road i'm going to think back about the me 10 yrs ago and laugh at my foolishness, but like what i told angie, i wouldn't regret anything because i know there wasnt anything that could have been done.And that every single thing i go through now will teach me something later in life.Like maybe each heartbreak will hurt a little less since there's only a maximum amount of pain that the heart can take? haha i don't know. i'm happy now. thats all i've got to say. im thankful for all i have. My family from HK( cousins, grandparents and aunt)are coming this friday. <3! i absolutely can't wait. =)I AM A REALLY LUCKY GIRL BECAUSE EVERY SINGLE MORNING I WAKE UP AND I KNOW WHAT HAPPINESS AND LOVE FEELS LIKE. if love makes the world go round then love+happiness= round and round=p
Had a really nice conversation with audrey, joelyn and sheena in the canteen today. And im really starting to believe that life is FAIR aftr all. we shared our personal encounters, common friends and came to a conclusion. Nobody can have everything. Its true. =)Daddy bought pretty pretty stuffs from Tokyo! its the most amazing place everrrrr. yay!=)tomorrow will be a even better day!=)

Sunday, July 13, 2008

Name 20 people whom you can think of right now. Don't read the questions till you've named 20 people. At the end of this, choose 5 people to do this ...

1) Rhonda
2) Angelina
3) Crystabel
4) chiaps
5) Wei zhen
6) Jia Jia
7) Joey
8) Swee min
9) Yilina
10) Audrey
11) Collin
12) Stephie duck
13) Sam!
14) gen gen
15) kaiboon
16) Kaiyun
17) Xina
18) li jia
19) steph lim
20) ally



Q1:How did you meet 14?
genevieve seraphina Ho.3/6 and 4/6 classmate. Most contagious laughter ever since mine=)

Q2:What would you do if you've never met 1?
Rhonda Ong. I'll miss out on most of the joy of being in KC, no one would go crazy with me, no one will be there for me the way she does. She has taught me so much, and brought us all so much happiness, so much so that i don't think she can ever imagine.<3!

Q3:What if 9 and 20 dated?
Yilina and Ally.HAHAHA. hmmm. cannot. yili's mine=) and ally is smeone else's.=p

Q4:Will 16 and 17 date?
kaiyun and xina. Oh my, it might actually work. they'll both go CRAZZYYYYYY together.=D

Q5:Describe 3?
Crystabel. She's a sweet, smart, caring, sarcastic girl who mumbles to herself all the time, and is obsessed with perfect english and the indian accent. she's my best friend and i love her to bits.

Q6:Describe 7?
Joey. She sings really really well, and has a positive outlook towards everything! she has taught me how foolish it is to dwell on things we cant change=)

Q7:What would you do if 18 confess to you that he/she likes you?
LiJia. ahahah she will never. her skin too thick liao=p. she'll wait till i do it.

Q8:Who is 9 going out with?
Yilina. Single and happy=)

Q9:When was the last time you talk to 13?
samsam. 406 renioun dinner. told her all the stuff burning my mind.=)ahhh i miss you! really hope u're happy now.

Q10:Who is 2's favourite band/singer?
angie!=) eminem! english singers! some random chinese singers!

Q11:Would you ever date 4?
chupa chiaps! yes yes yes. heh.

Q12:Would you ever date 1?
Rhonda! YES YES YES. i'll two time.

Q13:Is 19 single? relationship
steph lim! i should THINK so. unless she is hiding some secret relationship in TP. ahah i miss you!

Q14:Would you ever be in with 11?
collin. hahaha nope, not a chance. he's my 'brother!' come on man, brother!

Q15:School of 3?
crystabel! VJC

Q16:Where does 6 live?
jia jia! Marine parade

Q17:What is your favourite thing of 5?
weizhen. she's a fantastic listener and someone fantastic to be with. wei wei!

Q18:Have you ever seen 10 naked?
Audrey. OMG no. neither do i want to.=p
My mom only had one eye.
I hated her... she was such an embarrassment.
She cooked for students & teachers to support the family.
There was this one day during elementary school where my mom came to say hello to me.
I was so embarrassed.
How could she do this to me?
I ignored her, threw her a hateful look and ran out.
The next day at school one of my classmates said, 'EEEE, your mom only has one eye!'
I wanted to bury myself.
I also wanted my mom to just disappear.
I confronted her that day and said, ' If you're only goanna make me a laughing stock, why don't you just die?'
My mom did not respond...
I didn't even stop to think for a second about what I had said, because I was full of anger.
I was oblivious to her feelings.
I walked out of that house, and have nothing to do with her.
So I studied real hard, got a chance to go abroad to study.
Then, I got married.
I bought a house of my own.
I had kids of my own.
I was happy with my life, my kids and the comforts,
Then one day, my mother came to visit me.
She hadn't seen me in years and she didn't even meet her grandchildren.
When she stood by the door, my children laughed at her, and I yelled at her for coming over uninvited.
I screamed at her, 'How dare you come to my house and scare my children!'
GET OUT OF HERE! NOW!!!'
And to this, my mother quietly answered, 'Oh, I'm so sorry. I may have gotten the wrong address,' and she disappeared out of sight.
One day, a letter regarding a school reunion came to my house.
So I lied to my wife that I was going on a business trip.
After the reunion, I went to the old shack just out of curiosity.
My neighbors said that she died.
I did not shed a single tear.
They handed me a letter that she had wanted me to have.

'My dearest son, I think of you all the time.
I'm sorry that I came to your house and scared your children.
I was so glad when I heard you were coming for the reunion.
But I may not be able to even get out of bed to see you.
I'm sorry that I was a constant embarrassment to you when you were growing up.
You see........when you were very little, you got into an accident, and lost your eye.
As a mother, I couldn't stand watching you having to grow up with one eye.
So I gave you mine.
I was so proud of my son who was seeing a whole new world for me, in my place, with that eye.
With all my love to you, Your mother.


Always seek to resolve your problems or disagreements with loved ones because if either of you should pass on before, the one who is left alive will have the rest of their life to ponder those unresolved feelings but will never find closure. And closure usually brings peace.

Saturday, July 12, 2008











more pics that i didnt manage to upload for that vivo outing that day. additional pics from the KBOX outing on youth day with chupa chiaps! FUN FUN FUN. i love u chiaps.=) I want to thank you too for that day and for 'reminding' me what being young means again=).

Sunday, July 6, 2008

sat was huiqing 2008. Seniors from previous batches of huang cheng came back to celebrate. It was really fun, we sang, danced and i got voted as hua zhuang zu zhang=). will work hard with the other exco members and hua zhuang zu members for a wonderful hua cheng ye yun 2009.wait and see!=)Lee Yuen Ying will never miss another hua cheng meeting without a valid reason again. im not a slacker kay audrey.heh=D