Sanguine
This is the word that best describes you! The dictionary meaning of the adjective sanguine' is cheerfully optimistic! You are usually happy and manage to turn most negative situations into positive ones. Your happy-go-lucky, impulsive and adventurous personality makes you fun to be around although some people mistake your self-confidence for arrogance. Your sanguine disposition will help your life be a happy one; just be wary of dreaming about castles in the sky and forgetting to focus on reality. =)

You Should Marry: The Romantic Overachiever
He’s Crude, Direct, and Loving Often times this guy will be a genius in his own right, and has a certain swagger about him. He has a grand notion of romance and love, but also of life and success. His own goals and talents can often intersect with the competing interests of companionship and loyalty. This guy believes in complex and deep relationships with many people. In a group, he may be looked at as a leader or relatively high in the pecking order. His ambition, sociability, personality make this guy well-liked. He’ll give women his love, but with it they agree to a lifestyle that may not be suitable for the unprepared passenger.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!=DDDDD

What kind of boy are you into?
The Bad Boy
You crave the guy that makes you feel it is so right even though you know it is wrong. He wears black and looks like he doesn't care. He is loud but quiet in an obnoxious way and knows when to make a point. And he stands for one word: INDIVIDUALISM You parent's hate him, your friends think you are going crazy, and who knows maybe you are, but you cannot help but want to jump on the back of his motorcycle...
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA=DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
ohmygoodness this is so funny!
but then it kinda sounds familiar huh yili=)

im addicted to the tests on facebook!!

We pursed our lips and counted our tens.
I fled once and you'll never let me repeat it again.
I don't have a choice,
You're holding me tight to never let me go.
You grasp so hard that your nails mark my skin.
Your hand is tired, you don't give up.
You tremble as I attempt to break away again.
Never again would the past happen.
You shiver, you feel numb but clear.
You fight back tears and made me promise never to leave.

Hold me, love me, never let me go cause you're now a part of me. stay

i love my drink!


fuxing, me and joelyn at the bar counter=) cheers!


FX's fav pose!



08S6N rocks=)


best-dressed competition=) gwen i so knew you will get it=D



me and yili! besties forever!=)





copied wholesale from the class blog=p didn't bring my camera that day

Faculty outing last sat!=)
it was a complete rush that day.>< was at KC in the morning all the way till 4 plus for Speech and Prize giving day.
broke down when miss lam made her speech, and when the KC girls performed for us.
The stage brought back all those memories of emceeing and performing .Chinese New Year, Lunar Festival, Merchant of Venice(HCL girls) and many many others. KC has given all of us so many opportunities to grow into the loud, confident young ladies we are today. its amazing how we can take so much for granted. and only when we're about to lose them that we start appreciating and treasuring.
We seniors were sitting at the back of the hall, and there was a sea of beautiful blue before us. The familarity of the blue and the warmth of KC overwhlems us everytime we go back. i think no other place in the whole wide world can ever make me feel so loved and at peace. may god bless every single child in KC to grow in his love, and make wonderful memories and friendships that will last for a lifetime.=)

Then i was going to make my way to get a tie for the outing but got lured by weizhen, belly and rondie to go to ice cream chef. =p we 'forced' angie to get out of her house in her school u! heh=) uni gathering again. its amazing how it just feels so normal everytime we see each other. even though we haven't met in like a few months. it feels as though we've been with each other everyday. =) its true when they say KC FRIENDS ARE FRIENDS FOR LIFE=). i love you guys so much!

angie was actively promoting her guitar tics though we were too busy savouring our ice-creams to listen=p. heh by the time we finished i had 6 mins to travel from KC to buona vista in order to make it on time for fac outing. haha talk about mission impossible! since i was gonna be late no matter what i dilly-dallied with weizhen talking about 'jane'! haha weizhen my poor little girl=(. i promise im not like 'jane'. =)))

Then! by the time i reached buona vista mrt it was like close to 8? haha. the place was so dark and i was totally unfamiliar with the place. and there were quite a few creepy people around. called yili cos i absolutly couldnt find the place though we supposedly can see it from the station. i walked and walked and i finally saw it. 'NTU alumni clubhouse.' BUT BUT BUT! there was no road/bridge to cross. so even though the place was just before my eyes, across the road i had to cab there. sigh. cost 5 bucks or something=( anyway, the taxi driver passed the clubhouse and drove into some hilly place. then i exclaimed very loudly:'uncle 你过了！' Then he actually shouted at me:'uncle 是做什么的!! 是驾taxi de leh!' >.< then i went down and couldnt find the place. there was no human being around at all. not even one. in the whole freaking big building. yet the doors were not locked and the lights were all on. i walked and walked. and started tearing >.<. it was really frightening. luckily yili and xq came down to save me=))

the place was decorated quite well. kinda cozy in a cool way. great way for interaction within the faculty. the programme was quite messy but nevertheless we enjoyed ourselves. esp joelyn, me and fx! watch us at the bar counter!=) begged the auntie at the counter to sell us shandy(beer and sprite). i think she likes joelyn and i cos she only sell to us. after that, she refused every other person who went to ask her=D. haha our lucky day. it was really Good=). played finger-guessing games and drank the drink as forfeit.=)

I am extremely happy today=)

1)I got a gold for NAPFA.=) and my standing broad jump was 180cm! for like the first time in history! i was SO SO SO SO SO SO SO happy. it was like my third try, after everyone completed their stations. i started screaming in the hall >.< haha sorry i know it was quite embarressing but i couldnt help it=DD. my first jump in HC not long ago was 145.>.<. then the second jumps were today. my first attempt, i swing swing swing, then somehow, before i jump away from the line, i jumped once on the line>.< then the teacher was trying so hard to control her laughter and was like 'you swing swing swing so much then lose all the momentum'. so embarressing lah.haha. second attempt was 160cm. then the teacher say fail already! =( i also thought my gold flew away just like that cos 160 is a D. then yili(my jumping coach=)) ask me to jump again, and she said that im not maximizing my potential(which make me happy because SOMEONE thought i had the potential to jump far! ) not like some peeps from (coughs*) KC =). so i went. shuchen inspired me to jump from the back, which was what she did to push her D to a C. so i jumped from 169 to the starting point. and i did! haha furthur than the starting line somemore. whoo! i was so happy!!=D the teacher's expression was priceless lah. haha. she was like 'you can jump what!' =DDD she requested me to jump from the starting line again. AND I JUMPED A FREAKING 180! hahahaha then i SCREAMED. then this girl ask me'how you jump so far ah?' HAHA. i wanted to say ' i have no idea'. which is really the case but to show off(HAHAHA!) i told her some crap like bring your knees up blah blah blah. sounds familiar yili? HAHA. OHMYGOSH. I AM REALLY SO SO HAPPY. HAHA. so i can jump after all.=DDDDDD

2) i drank papaya milkshake from the high school canteen for the first time=)its SUPER nice. now i know why some crazy girls=)) from my class wanna walk all the way there to drink it=) haha. Fuxing says he hasn't drank it once for the past few years there. i think he's deprived=) cos its absolutely heavenly.HAHAHAH

3) gp with audrey was so funny. i almost died laughing. OK this is random. i thought i had a better point 3 but apparently not=.= HAHAHA

CHEERS=DD

i am beginning to love my class, and my classmates more and more=)
even though its not the most hyper-class, its fun cos everyone is so different. and when all the opposites come together. there's an explosion. HAHAHA=)
its really all the tiny little special moments, words, smiles and laughs we share that make everything feel so good.=)
OhOh all the girls in 6n got A for pull-ups! HAHA cool right=DD we rock!

AGGH. CHEM SPA TOMORROW.=(
the image of me choked by the STRONG smell of the conc HCL during O level chem prac keeps playing at the back of my head! please god, i hope i don't screw my first ever spa.=)

SEE YA!

YOU

had a absolutely splendid weekend=) shall blog more about it next weekend=)

KC friends are friends for life=)

A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty , he said... no . She asked him if he would want to be with her forever ....and he said no .

She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry ? and once again he replied with a no .
She had heard enough. As she walked away, tears streaming down her face the boy grabbed her arm and said....You're not pretty you're beautiful .
I don't want to be with you forever . I NEED to be with you forever , and i wouldn't cry if you walked away...I'd die ...

It

hurts

like

hell.

this is my first heartbreak.

谁还记得
是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话
是我们以后的伤口
过了太久
没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后

我们都忘了
这条路走了多久
心中是清楚的
有一天
有一天都会停的
让时间说真话
虽然我也害怕
在天黑了以后
我们都不知道
会不会有遗憾

谁还记得
是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话
是我们以后的伤口
过了太久
没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后

我们都累了
却没办法往回走
两颗心都迷惑
怎么说
怎么说都没有救
亲爱的为什么
也许你也不懂
两个相爱的人
等着对方先说
想分开的理由

谁还记得
爱情开始变化的时候
我和你的眼中
看见了不同的天空
走的太远
终于走到分岔路的路口
是不是你和我
要有两个相反的梦

谁还记得
是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话
是我们以后的伤口
过了太久
没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后

I CAN'T WAIT FOR FACULTY OUTING. HAH=)


note to self:reply yili's post this weekend=)

为你我做了太多的傻事
第一件就是为你写诗
为你写诗 为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你我学会弹琴写词
为你失去理智
为你写诗 为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你弹奏所有情歌的句子
我忘了说
最美的是你的名字

how lovely the lyrics=)

Chupa chiaps!=)) i love you so much! a pity you couldnt come into the school today.=) if not! if not! haha who knows who we might meet=) thanks for cheering me up and making me laugh so much today. i was so looking forward=) can't believe we met so many 'random' people at island today!=D hahah we still have so much stories to fill each other with! must meet up again really soon ok! this time with rhondie ong too! but then her uniform will trash all of ours! hahah!=D I LOVE YOU DARLING <333333

note to self: slect photos carefully before posting them.haha=D!
chiaps is in love with _______(CJ) and _______(HC). =D

When you have to look away
When you dont have much to say
Thats when I love you
I love you, just that way
To hear you stumble when you speak
Or see you walk with two left feet
Thats when I love you
I love you, endlessly
And when your mad cuz you lost a game
Forget Im waiting in the rain
Baby i love you,
I love you anyway
Heres my promise made tonight
You can count "on" me for life
Thats when i love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,
WhenI love you no matter what
So when you turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie it made you cry
Thats when I love you
I love you a little more each time
And when you cant quite match your clothes
Or when you laugh at your own jokes
Thats when I love you
I love you, more than youll know
And when you forget that we had a date
Or that look that you get when you show up late
Baby I love you, I love you anyway
Heres my promise made tonight
You can count "on" me for life
Thats when i love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,
When I love you no matter what
Thats when I love you
When nothing baby
Nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,
When I love you no matter what
No matter what

find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot,
who calls you back when you hang up on him,
who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat,
or will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
wait for the boy who kisses your forehead,
who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats,
who holds your hand in front of his friends,
who thinks you're just as pretty without make-up on.
one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares
and how lucky he is to have you.
the one who turns to his friends and says,'that's her.'

"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres."
-1 Corinthians 13:4-7



WHY. Nordeman Nichole.

We rode into town the other day
Just me and my daddy
He said I’d finally reached that age
And I could ride next to him on a horse
That of course was not quite as wide

We heard a crowd of people shouting
And so we stopped to find out why
There was that Man who my dad said he loved
But today there was fear in his eyes

So I said “Daddy, why are they screaming?
Why are the faces of some of them beaming?
Why is He dressed in that bright purple robe
I bet that crown hurts Him more than He shows
Daddy please, can’t you do something?
He looks as though He’s going to cry
You said He was stronger than all of those guys
Daddy, please tell me why
Why does everyone want Him to die?”

Later that day, the sky grew cloudy
And daddy said I should go inside
Somehow he knew things would get stormy
Boy was he right, but I could not keep from wondering
If there was something he had to hide

So after he left, I had to find out
I was not afraid of getting lost
So I followed the crowds to a hill
Where I knew men had been killed
And I heard a voice come from the cross

And it said, “Father, why are they screaming?
Why are the faces of some of them beaming?
Why are they casting their lots for my robe?
This crown of thorns hurts me more than it shows
Father please, can’t you do something?
I know that You must hear my cry
I thought I could handle a cross of this size
Father, remind me why
Why does everyone want me to die?
Oh, when will I understand why?”

My precious son, I hear them screaming
I’m watching the face of the enemy beaming
But soon I will clothe you in robes of my own
Jesus, this hurts me much more than you know
But this dark hour, I must do nothing
Though I’ve heard your unbearable cry
The power in your blood destroys all of the lies
Soon you’ll see past their unmerciful eyes
Look there below, see the child trembling by her father’s side
Now I can tell you why
She is why you must die

i miss my piano.
its here but the feeling's not anymore.
i miss the joy i use to feel when my fingers run over the keys,
playing my favourite pieces.
and how i could just forget about my unhappiness and stress once i start to play.
now its just reading the notes on the scores.
i don't feel the music anymore.
i guess too many things have happened.
have changed the way i view things.
have changed me.
i wish the music will come back soon.
i want to lose everything in the music.

Missing You

As I look down the aisle,
And I see your face,
I know that in my heart,
Something is out of place.

Day after day goes by,
But the pain never goes away,
Our anguish the price of a crime,
A price too high to pay.

It is unbearable to see,
Your unhappy days,
Your tear brimmed eyes,
Filled with pain,
When I used to be able to help you,
In so many ways.

I know our friendship,
Is forbidden,
But I still miss you,
It does not ease,
My heavy heart,
A burden.

I hope you miss me,
As much as I miss you.
But there's a wall between us,
And it seems there's nothing we can do.

My heart is torn,
Please try to understand,
I want to be there for you,
But I cannot be
A shoulder to cry on
A comforting hand.

But I beg of you,
Please listen to me,
No matter what obstacles,
Are in the way,
I am always here for you.

The Forever Friend


On my own, but mostly the savannah,

Where the tumbleweeds fade away and die,

Before the glassy sun burns a summer of crystals,

The glistering waters of the high seas

Of which was so far a place as of where vultures roam.

I looked around but you weren't anywhere...

You used to say that you would never die,

But I took the wrong meaning into my heart.

Now the sea is wild with despair,

Deep blue like a prairie of flowers blue,

Where all children of God rest in eternal peace.

I saw you at the end,

You and I, brother and sister of nature,

Brother and sister of heaven and earth,

Your usually calm and heavenly eyes full of tears,

Bitterly falling one after one into a river,

Then the river of life turned red in blood.

My eyes watched in horror.

Slowly and deadly your heart became poisoned,

You disappeared without saying good-bye,

Not a word came out of your mouth.

You became like desolation in its grave.

When once the skies were a realm of stars

And the sun shone brightly in summer skies,

You were there to share the calmness;

But now I stand here in midst of the tall grass

And only the savannah remains.

i didn't get into council. But im not as upset as i thought i would be. i've got to admit how badly i wanted this. now im back to square one. but square one is not that bad i guess. haha at least i didnt move backwards, and i get to reconsider how to make the best out of the nxt 2yrs in HC. And im so happy for those amazing friends around me. yili, ningxin, XINA, hui juan, beni, momo, gretal and so much more. Thank you SO much for your encouragements and comfort. i really appreciate it.=)
Congrats to all those who made it into the 35th. esp my OG mates, 5 of them! jia chen, marriane, ye hui, frannie and kk!=) do the best for the school ! you guys deserve it, so go have fun!=))

damnit my pi's due this friday and i have NO ideas!
HELP!!!!!!!!!! ><