Missing You

As I look down the aisle,
And I see your face,
I know that in my heart,
Something is out of place.

Day after day goes by,
But the pain never goes away,
Our anguish the price of a crime,
A price too high to pay.

It is unbearable to see,
Your unhappy days,
Your tear brimmed eyes,
Filled with pain,
When I used to be able to help you,
In so many ways.

I know our friendship,
Is forbidden,
But I still miss you,
It does not ease,
My heavy heart,
A burden.

I hope you miss me,
As much as I miss you.
But there's a wall between us,
And it seems there's nothing we can do.

My heart is torn,
Please try to understand,
I want to be there for you,
But I cannot be
A shoulder to cry on
A comforting hand.

But I beg of you,
Please listen to me,
No matter what obstacles,
Are in the way,
I am always here for you.