Okay i realised that my three previous posts are really emo to the power of infinity, and im sorry for making all my good frieds worried. Thank you so much for caring!=))
Anyway, the Good news is, im fine now, really. That day my mum brought me to Pasir Ris park and we just sat infront of the sea for a couple of hrs. We talked about everything i was facing. I love my mum SO much. She totally understands everything. HOW TRUE. Everything im facing now is just so minor compared to everything else im going to have to face as i move on with my life. So i have to stay strong and have the courage to accept whatever plan god has laid out for me. For all of you guys out there also worried abt TUESDAY. Stay strong. Other than that, i might just break into a million little pieces. Thank you to the sea for being so vast and beautiful and which made me realise just how ridiculous i am, Crying my soul out for tuesday.

Dear lord, please bless me with the courage to accept wherever you want me to go to.