school has been pretty tiring, though its only the start of the second week, and CCA has not rlly started. don't want to imagine what the rest of the year is going to be like. im still not really away from the holiday mood yet, i really had too much fun this holiday, and the contrast is huge! anyway, i think a few more weeks and i wont have such feelings anymore. but something rlly pissed me off today. mr loo said there will be a chem class test on the first day immediately after cny.that means we have to mug during cny. *&%^$#%%^^@#$%!!!!!!!! i mean seriously, i know we are on a tight schedule and all but postponing it a few more days wont kill right! why why why.

on a brighter note, J1s from the ip&dsa track came in today and im very very happy to say that the quality of guys is much better than the j2s=D though we can only look. hahah i got a cat-high eye candy already=D he's freaking shuai, in the beng way. hahaha=D yay. AND AND aud and i noticed that there are actually different races in this new batch of students! not ALL chinese anymore! yipee!=D

they look exactly like how we did on the first day of school last year. inside they feel lost but they dont show it by talking and laughing with their comfortable zone of friends. and they are all wondering when what their classes will be like etc. hahah its amazing how fast time flies.

i will never forget how i was the only one from KC the first day i went to Hwa Chong. i remember all around me was noise and laughter from the hwa chong boys and nanyang girls and cedar and st nics and scgs ppl who all had their friends around. i was alone. in the middle of this huge bunch of ppl in cliques. i swear i almost fainted. i never felt so alone before in my life. thats when god showed me this girl, also alone, from nan hua. i walked very fast towards her and asked" are u alone?" she nodded excitely." =D can you be my friend?" and we started yay-ing together. hahaha thats how corrina became my first friend and i will love her forever, cos she was a god-send.=D then we started walking around and recruiting lonely ppl haha. xin yi from TKGS and another ij girl=D so in like 5 mins i formed a min-clique hahah not bad huh. anyway, the pt of this story is that i swear i will try my best to make friends with every lonely J1 i see this yr, probably none from the ip/dsa track though cos they all have their friends already, so that none of them would have to feel the loneliness i felt on my first day in hwa chong=D

new faces, so exciting!=D

EYECANDISH!=DDD